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So, I kinda disappeared for a while there, huh? I decided to get myself back on here and back on track. And just love that my last post started with “I’m baaaaack!”. I was at that time but apparently not again for the next 6 months!!! Oops, sawry!
The wagon…fell off, banged my arse, got a concussion and then just lay there on the road allowing myself to be run over by several other wagons instead of picking myself up and getting on those!
No excuse, but an explanation: I moved. Far. From Ontario to New Brunswick. And it was expensive, tedious and not something we are going to repeat any time soon. My husband cleverly chose this time for his 2 month visit with his family back in Japan. Ok, ok, it was decided upon mutually because that timing made the most sense for both of us! We packed our life up together, he left the country and I dealt with the movers and moving. And believe it or not, I wanted it to work out that way for selfish reasons. Really selfish. I had in my head how things were supposed to go and I didn’t want to give up the way I saw it all in my head! Ha ha ha! Was I little OCD about it? (Or CDO, as it should be!!!) Only a little and if you were not in my head, it didn’t look like I had control over the situation at all…but there is always method in my madness, ladies and gents. I was in complete control. Just as I wanted to be.
So I moved across a chunk of the country while my husband travelled to the other side of the planet. And I stayed with amazing friends who gave me a roof for my head, a bed for my sleep, and a basement for my crap. They had insisted so I could take my time looking for a place to live and job hunt. I found the new home just before my husband came back and found a job shortly thereafter. It was a ride and a half.
Sadly, neither a calorie burning nor a point counting ride. Major oops.
But I am back. I did slowly gain all the weight back, but no more than where I had started…actually I am thankful that I am at least 2 pounds under where I had been when I started this blog. Just the same, not letting myself off that easily. The old starting point no longer counts in my opinion; my current weight will be my official starting point for beginning again!
The point counting starts again tomorrow. And no giving up, no excuses. The major upheaval in our lives has past, we are settled and routine has taken hold. Time to get back to where I had been before and keep going! While I would love to join WW to go to meetings, my current budget is looking at me saying, “Uh, I don’t THINK so!”, therefore I will push myself to get back on track online and keep at it.
I missed everyone! Watch it…I am going to be stalking your blogs, looking for inspiration, motivation, conversation and mainly just to be back!!!
Here we gooooooo!!!
What a difference a day makes! I went out today to trudge through the snow and it was so beautiful and magical outside, I almost cried, guys! In the morning sunlight, under a brilliant blue sky, the snow sparkled like snow fairies flitting about in the new untouched snow, the clean, crisp air made me feel reborn, smiling lovers walked by hand-in-hand, unicorns frolicked amongst the trees, rainbows appeared above the woodland squirrels, the little birds showered jewels and lace down on…what? Too much? I went a little too far there? Uh…sorry.
So what I am getting at here is that I did what I said I would do. And no one saw me do it either!! I looked around, saw the coast was clear, then flopped back into the snow and made a snow angel!!! With no horns appearing where my head was. Impressive. It was sheer joy! I hadn’t done that in years and am so glad that I did! (Note: Do not make a snow angel when not wearing mittens, a hat, snow-pants or at least long-johns, or when en route to the library because whoever sits in the chair after you get out of it will not know you made a snow angel just before getting there and will thus throw a shocked look your way as you walk away…)
Ok, she looks a little “off”. I was alone. No one to help pull me up and avoid totally messing it up when I try to stand, as illustrated by the footprints and lame attempt to smooth over the snow with my hand after standing. Don’t judge me.
This has been a really good week so far! I have been an extremely good girl this week. Well, ok, one day I was so good, I was bad. Thursday was just one of those days where you get so preoccupied with doing stuff, that you forget to eat. And by you, I mean me. You know, that special kind of stupid when you actually forget about food…for most of the day! I was way under in my WW points and my calorie count. Oops. I tried to make it up at the end of the day but I just couldn’t bring myself to eat that much in one sitting.
As many people know, there are a couple of storm systems who are up to no good and have started making trouble in our neighbourhood…uh…what…where was I? Right, digressing into song lyrics just after I was talking about…uh…umm…
Oh yeah! Weather! Snow storms are wreaking havoc on the east side of N.A. Where I am living, we did ok. We got dumped on with a LOT of snow, but not really storm-like conditions. No real windy madness or precipitation stinging my face as it hits me.
I actually went outside in it. TWICE. Yeah, I am all kinds of tough, yo!
I couldn’t stay in and not at least attempt to get to my 10,000 steps today! I split my jaunt up into two sessions/sections/portions/outings/trips/parts (yeah, that’s right, I read thesauri from time to time. And know not only know that thesauri is a word, but how to spell it too. No applause, just throw money. Thanks.). Of course, it was actually, shall we say, unintentional. The going out twice part, not the reading of thesauri part…just so we are clear.
I went walking in the park. The snow was about upper-mid-shin. It was great! The park was peaceful and quiet with barely a whisper of a breeze (<–flowery literary tendency alert) and fresh snow everywhere. It was great walking through it even if my jeans got soaked. It was such a good workout to walk through that snow! The resistance was great! And I worked really hard to keep a brisk pace going; no easy feat when working against snow and slightly slippery footing! I actually got my heart rate up quite a bit, very quickly. What an amazing feeling! I made it a little over 5,000 steps before deciding to pack it in and head home. Besides, the muscles in my thighs and even hamstrings told me I could be darn sure that I burned just as many calories as if I had walked double that in non-winter conditions.
I came home, was bored and unsatisfied with the number of steps on my pedometer. I decided it was time to head back out and put some more steps on it! Oh, and to mail the thing I was supposed to mail on my first walk in the morning but just carried it around with me on the walk and then carried it home. Because I am the sharpest knife in the drawer…or not…
I recreated my route with the sole exception of actually running the errand I was supposed to do the first time. I just enjoyed every second of being out there! I avoided paths where people had worn the snow down a bit because I found that made for slightly more tricky footing than just plodding through untouched, and now knee-deep, snow. Walking through the deeper snow was not only easier on my feet, it gave more resistance, making my muscles work even harder. And it allowed me to appease my inner five year old self! But I was so focused on getting a good workout, I totally forgot to make a snow angel! I will have to get outside to do that tomorrow before too many people are in the park
to see me make a complete fool of myself walking through the snow.
While we got tons of snow, we really didn’t get a mad storm. Just the same, I was prepared. See? I remembered something from Girl Guides! (I know no one actually asked if I did, but thought I would throw it out there preemptively…) I had a survival kit ready, you know, just in case. I know storms only last for about a day and it wasn’t an apocalypse, but never hurts to have my two item survival kit on standby. I used it today.
If anyone else is affected by the storm, I hope it does not hit too badly and that you have your own kit ready, like I did.
Oh yeah….I did manage to get my daily 10,000! Yay me!!
A very well-written article with some incredibly intelligent insight and thoughts! seesondraslim hits the nails on the head! We all need to take the time to stop and think about what makes us happy with ourselves. It is not all about size and shape…there is so much beauty in human beings of both sexes, all sizes and every background. Let’s celebrate ourselves!!
I try to clarify as often as possible that my journey all along has been about being a better, HEALTHIER version of the person I have always considered myself to be.
I have come a long way, and although I’m still hovering just under 200 lbs, most would agree that I look like a completely different person…but I would like to think that they’ll tell you I’m basically the same Sondra. I still do, say, and wear what the heck I want!
It makes me really sad to think of the old me (the REALLY old me) back in middle school, who felt that her smile was her only redeeming quality.
I ALMOST GAVE UP ON MYSELF OVER THE YEARS.
But there is something to be said for people in the world. I was blessed with friends who claim they never really noticed the fact that I was big….they…
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I was about to sit down and share the weekly panic I feel that I have not lost anything this week and my fear that by the time Tuesday rolls around, I might have gained a pound instead of losing or at least staying the same. But first I was looking at Facebook. My friend shared a blog that must be making its rounds on FB. I decided instead of just sharing it as well on FB, to mention here for others to take a look at. It made a very good point and I decided not to worry more than I should about my progress this week; I might lose more by Tuesday and I might not. I just need to take it in stride, keep doing what I am doing and while that is happening, enjoy the now, because I have a great life and I love every second of it!! (Even the boring, unemployed parts!!)
Have a read. This gal said what we all need to keep in mind.
Have a great weekend, my friends!! 🙂